Ive started to hate this account so I made a new one, woopey

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Have fun!

Ive bin into Nine Inch Nails lately and I must say I finally begin to feel their songs the way they are meant to be experienced, they make some wonderfull sometimes depressing, sometimes uplifting stuff.

Their music keeps me on my feet instead of making me emo or something, their work means alot to me. Some songs really delivered a smack to the face; making me realize tons of stuff at the same time and it was a very intense expierience.

From the many songs ive heard The Fragile ( still remix ) hits me the most, it's sang with great emotion, you should really look up the lyrics cause im not gonna post them ; P

And to all you guys out there.. I wish you a happy newyear with lots of love, friendship and succes, go forward, don't look back, make a name for yourselfs!!

go all of you! Into this crazy wild world and beyond

This is my favourite song of all time, and I mostly listen it in times of change or hardship.
I'd like to share the lyrics with the lot of you.

Oceansize - Music for a nurse

And a piece of the pictures bitten right out of the middle
I'm alone and thinner I feel
Is this a prayer?
Anaesthetise me just til you return
I feel the loss like a squandered opportunity to whisper
You're all I ever needed.

Shapes fall into place
For once in your life you make
A clean breakaway.

And did you know that everything you touch is blessed and all the richer
For your love a better being
And if I display just a fraction of the soul you showed in this world
Then I know I'll see you again

Love so much to give
And too few to share it with
Wastes you away.

The dream it comes again and again
You're here
It's you
I pull you close and
Hold you tight
Into the sky you go
You go
And I can't change it
I can't change it.

A Youtube link to the song:
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It's not the original videoclip offcourse, this one's crappy! but it's all bout the song x3

That was some week, im totally waisted now and I feel shaky and tired.

I'm kinda angry at a teacher of mine; I worked my ass off on my photoreport and he almost threw it back into my face, only mentioning the spelling errors and how it did not suit his personal taste, he said that any teacher would agree with him ( basicly saying that it's rubbish )

All other teams made crappy thin booklets wich he applauded and loved and I printed 43 freaking pages on high quality paper wich I had to buy myself and then we handbinded it with rope, and he almost spewed on it and trough it in a fictional corner, he didn't even take a peek at the photographs themselfs, where the whole report is about.

The report doesn't look crappy btw, I put alot of care into it and I am aware of my capabilities wich are not moderate or average.

Im fucking pissed off right now, but im not going to let him make me feel miserable, I really can't use that in these busy periods. Im still working on my evaluation report and we have far more work comming up this week, if I start and feel crappy bout stuff like that It will destroy my rythem. If it destroys my rythem it will ruin everything since this is quite an important period of my year.

School is kicking my ass bigtime!
And I felt terrible at the start of this week.

I had to photograph 2 filmsets, we walked trough Hoorn for hours packed with equipment and I had to make a report about it including the pictures I made, it took me 2,5 days to finish it. its anout 43 pages now so im really satisfied, it was alot of photoshop work.

So i'm kinda pooped I tell ya, and the busyness aint over yet, not by a long shot.
More 2-1 week projects are going to take place and I have to make concept drawings and photographs for my year assignment.

Next tot that I must finish an evaluation report this comming monday X_X

Im going mad!! But im feeling kinda good, I woke up with a smile on my face.
The things happening right now and busyness are all for the better and I feel convident again.

This saturday me and my family are going to celebrate "Sinterklaas" thats like, a special period of the year were we celebrate the arrival of some old loon from Spain ( he's actually from Turkey ) with a big boat packed with presents, a big white horse and black men in funky clothing! We have to write a peom for a specific family member with a gift included... I drew my dad so its gonna be lots of fun.

bye everyone, I wish you all good luck


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( I posted the wrong movie first D= )

This is a freakin wonderfull song the clip is WIERD though xD it's one of the best songs ive ever heard in my life and thats no joke x3 it means much to me and I don't care what people think or say xD

It made me happy in sad times x3
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